Misfortunes The Story Of My Life

by T.S.
(Ontario Canada)

I'm a female 42 years of age and will be 43 soon next on the 13 of November. I have four children three from my marriage, which was abusive and lasted way too long mostly because I lack the self esteem to leave.
The last is with my boyfriend of 11 years. I come from a large family of 6 kids two older brothers and two older and one younger. I don't have a close relationship with any of them although I talk to three of them mostly by choice and lack of trust. I have always had to fight or defend myself in my family. I have always had to fight for anything I wanted in life. I quit school early and returned late mid twenties; I went on to college studied nursing, social work but was never really happy although this was where my heart was. I would leave and return to the profession of nursing for years.

Finally I find a job that I really enjoyed doing and hospital where I felt happy and I end up injuring myself, I haven't worked now for three years. Since that I have been suffering with money problems I struggle with so much but what disappoints me most is my two older sons would rather me beg for help and still tell me no. I have two girls 18 and 7 that I am responsible for and that I know love me dearly. I know my boyfriend loves me but not the way I would need to be. I have spent so much of my life trying to be happy making choices and it seems like my life is cursed with nothing but bad luck.

I feel that being kind, loving and caring is not working for me.
My difficulties are affecting me in different ways most of the time I am depressed and very unhappy mostly just confused about life and where it is going.


I have tired many things to fix my problems such as I have tried mediation I have tried to think of it as an experience and I have even tried to cut most people out of my life.
I am now at a place that I am ready to do anything I have to so my situation will change.

I hope that in this life I feel loved and find happiness in love, that I no longer have these issues with money and supporting my family and self.
Seriously why is my life so filled with no love will I ever find someone to spend my life with who loves me equally.

And the psychic guides answered: To change your life and create another happier and better financial life it will ask of you to break the habits of poverty that is holding you back. You do not see or believe in your self worth and that is where you need to rebuild starting from childhood. Changing your beliefs about how you see and act with money is the other step. You need an emotional tsunami to help you to make that big change. You have a relationship that is not working then move on. You cannot have love in your life until you feel you deserve it and welcome it into your life.

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