I've been married two times and have been involved in four serious relationships; I'm currently on my fifth. I have four kids, ages 19, 21, 23 and 26. All I've ever wanted was a normal relationship, but every single one of them has ended due to drug and alcohol abuse.I don't know why I seem to constantly attract men with drud and alcohol problems but I do.
I was recently hospitalized for acute pancreatic necrosis, and after having been diagnosed... can't drink anymore. I am 45 years old and I am a Taurus. My boyfriend's behavior and lifestyle is not working for me. He stills parties while I can't. More specifically, he is using drugs and lies to me about it. I've already told him to choose between me and the dope... but he says he's with me, yet doesn't stop using.
I've turned into a bitter, nagging, distrustful hag. I am depressed, I am scared and I am lonely.
I've tried to be open and honest with him, and, in return, he keeps telling me he will stop. But when he doesn't, I immediately accuse him of cheating on me, and he replies that he only does it because I'm a bitch in the way I always accuse him & put him down.
I want to leave but I don't want to lose him. I think we are soul mates.
I would like for us to have a normal life, together. I want us back where we once were. Is he my soul mate? Or is true love still out there for me?
And the psychic guides answered:We do not see things changing for your boyfriend right now, he has difficulty in holding to his word and following through. Are you angry that you cannot do drugs again with him or that he does not want to change his life and be with you? You have some decision to make for you and the people in your life. Are you willing to make a change and put you first and create a new way for you and your children to relate to you differently? This will show your children that you can be a leader and show by example.
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